Lost: Muse, if Found, Please Return
Sep. 6th, 2003 08:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cassy_gSo, as I am sure you all know, I am sick. It's nothing too terrible, not like I am throwing up or anything. The most vexing thing is that I constantly feel like my brain is full of cotton balls and that I need to sleep, even when I have been asleep for more than 12 hours in a row!
Along these lines, I am feeling very frustrated and uncreative, blah. This is bad because I want to work on manga. Maybe I was thinking there was more in me than there is, maybe it was a mistake to think I could ever do this.
Yes, I am having a serious self doubt moment.
Or maybe it is serious fear.
It's hard to tell the difference at the moment.
Along these lines, I am feeling very frustrated and uncreative, blah. This is bad because I want to work on manga. Maybe I was thinking there was more in me than there is, maybe it was a mistake to think I could ever do this.
Yes, I am having a serious self doubt moment.
Or maybe it is serious fear.
It's hard to tell the difference at the moment.
